it's all one-sided...

i dont know and i dont WANT to know

Oh, girl, I cry, cry

peter pan... , eh?

got to see u again today. the only reason i went to school was to see you.

yet i can't bear to look at you. if i did i will have empty feeling inside me which causes me sadness n pain i guess.

he got full marks for math common test today im so jealous of his smarts. but when i heard his name i feel like...i cant explain i will just picture the 2 of them tgt

kinda unstable emotion i have nowadays...

girl... i didn't know u had so much troubling u... and about your true feelings... i didn't know you were in a state of confusion... it must be tough to like a person for you... since that very feeling endangers him...
oh girl, i'm in a state of despair too now... for so long i have loved you, i kept carrying that small little hope , slowly but surely that hope is beginning to vanish... into darkness
this empty feeling in my heart... makes me feel sadness and despair
why must the guy that u like...be a close friend of mine which i confide personal stuffs with...i told him how i like you...more n more i love u. yet when i see him with you... i feel so hurt...
i... can't take this anymore...

sadded ...

life kind of sucks when u rly think about it. well.. at least for me
my thoughts are running wild making me imagining things. yet some of them aren't rly JUST my imagination. perhaps they're real. courage and self-confidence isn't something i have so.. i cant really change things as i want to
im happy to have met her and know her but seriously..i wish i din't fall for her...

i really can't stand the sight of it anymore man...

raaaawr FML! like seriously D= D= D= D=

today in school furst lesson is teh suck suck eng lesson half of the class all went missing wooot! our eng teacher*s* suck so much anyways well dion cy me went to teh wader cooler ta drink then as we went back up thru the back door saw nahar n muahaha. 500 word essay. FML. missed the 2.4km run which i wanted to run @@ oh well tho the essay was fked up. made a bet with dion if his essay not even 400 words he owe me fruitpunch/milo then he start counting then teacher come he say let teacher check. if pass he can go i owe him money. waddya know i lost~ i complain to teacher his confirm not even over 400 he reply me 'this type of thing is base on trust 1 ar , i trust him' - me = fked upside down insideout D=

after school nuthin to do walk joel n dion to mrt station say bb then i go LJS buy lunch. as i walk outta the damn store my headphone got stuck on the door as  i walk out D=

and bam! there goes my headphone. broked

well i got my net back today thats 1 thing to be happy about =D

well first post here nuthin to do just following what others did

anyways this supposedly by far , is the BEST dota game i have played

first of all my entire team's a noob(not saying im a pro or they *really* noob or anything) anyways the ppl in my team are getting wrong items and the kp me back then nvm i let it go so we still preserve good ties throughtout the game

bad thing is entire team was FEEDING like they are being *RAPE* by the same gender and there i was fight desperately like a mudderfker

i wish some ppl would actually put in effort in a game like how i do(not praising myself but seriously..) it is the first time whereas i do all the work

anyways this is my loneliest night , cuz not even 1 person is online. midnight ftw *WOHOOO*

school starts nxt week when i was informed , my reaction is 'huh?' i dint even realize a month has passed since holidays started i thought it 2 weeks passed only (best imagination and ignorance eva) 

well thats all i had to say was really bored so came to excersise my fingers

no games to play nowadays who can i blame? well bb (tho not slping yet lolololol)