Wednesday, October 21, 2009

it's all one-sided...

Thursday, September 17, 2009

i dont know and i dont WANT to know

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Monday, August 31, 2009

got to see u again today. the only reason i went to school was to see you.

yet i can't bear to look at you. if i did i will have empty feeling inside me which causes me sadness n pain i guess.

he got full marks for math common test today im so jealous of his smarts. but when i heard his name i feel like...i cant explain i will just picture the 2 of them tgt

kinda unstable emotion i have nowadays...

Saturday, August 29, 2009

girl... i didn't know u had so much troubling u... and about your true feelings... i didn't know you were in a state of confusion... it must be tough to like a person for you... since that very feeling endangers him...
oh girl, i'm in a state of despair too now... for so long i have loved you, i kept carrying that small little hope , slowly but surely that hope is beginning to vanish... into darkness
this empty feeling in my heart... makes me feel sadness and despair
why must the guy that u like...be a close friend of mine which i confide personal stuffs with...i told him how i like you...more n more i love u. yet when i see him with you... i feel so hurt...
i... can't take this anymore...

Friday, August 21, 2009

sadded ...

life kind of sucks when u rly think about it. well.. at least for me
my thoughts are running wild making me imagining things. yet some of them aren't rly JUST my imagination. perhaps they're real. courage and self-confidence isn't something i have so.. i cant really change things as i want to
im happy to have met her and know her but seriously..i wish i din't fall for her...

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

i really can't stand the sight of it anymore man...